Sorry but I would end the story here Because I dont have the courage to right more about that relationship already I missed all the good times and now I just cant write about it any more was trying to write but simply can't so Let me just talk about now and future rather than talking about what happened.......
Sorry again for an Incomplete story
Sunday, May 16, 2010
was ready to question her
Now that I have lost her only aim in my life right now was finding her.......but I wasn't aware about the news that was about to hit me hard.....the news that she got committed to her Best Friend.......I always knew they like each other.......But She couldn't even wait for a day before she go to him?
It was yesterday we broke up and today she is with him...... :-( Great I was so pissed of and was almost crying my heart out.......Just slept crying on my pillow and when I woke up it was time to go to work........worked whole night like a Mad.........for next few days only things I knew were work, eat, play and Sleep........
But finally after few days I got my senses back and now I knew what I am doing and what I will do......
One thing I was sure about If i would have done anything before that day it would have harm everyone because I was not in my control and I was not myself during that period......Only thing I am thankful to God is I didn't do anything wrong during that period to regret later......
But now I have the courage to question her and I needed my questions to be answered.......These questions I wanted her to answer at any cost......and...........................at any cost.....
It was yesterday we broke up and today she is with him...... :-( Great I was so pissed of and was almost crying my heart out.......Just slept crying on my pillow and when I woke up it was time to go to work........worked whole night like a Mad.........for next few days only things I knew were work, eat, play and Sleep........
But finally after few days I got my senses back and now I knew what I am doing and what I will do......
One thing I was sure about If i would have done anything before that day it would have harm everyone because I was not in my control and I was not myself during that period......Only thing I am thankful to God is I didn't do anything wrong during that period to regret later......
But now I have the courage to question her and I needed my questions to be answered.......These questions I wanted her to answer at any cost......and...........................at any cost.....
Saturday, May 15, 2010
2nd November 2009
The day it all Ended.........All the meetings, all the love, all the care that she had has way too soon......First thing that came in mind was "If it was suppose to end like this then why it started and If it is ending like this and it started it should have taught me something but what is that something'.
God....Few things are more confusing then they seem to be......Well our class got over and I left for home......Riding my Bike......for the first time in 3 months I was driving fast very fast......Only person I cared for was no longer in my life........WTF.......How am I going to survive now......Who will tell me am childish stupid but yet his cute baby.....*I know am not cute but when ever she said I am cute I loved it* I am not one of those who will believe what others say but I believed each and every word she used to say........and.......If It was to end like this.......then man I wont ever believe any one......
What will I do now whom will I talk to now........who will listen to my stupid singing and who in this world will care for a stupid moron like me......like always now I will be left alone.......Just like the way I used to be before when I didn't had her.........
Who was I when she was not with me......I was noone......Did any body ever cared to know Who Vipin is? No one did......except my few friends who knew I am something and who actually loved me the way i was......But do I have any one right now other than her ? Well I guess I lost each and every person from my life in the process of loving her more and more.......In the process of spending more and more time with her...I just ignored every one......and......Why the hell will any one of them will be with me now......when I was not there with them when they needed me....?
Boy.....I was so selfish...When did I turned into this little devil......Why Why why?
God....Few things are more confusing then they seem to be......Well our class got over and I left for home......Riding my Bike......for the first time in 3 months I was driving fast very fast......Only person I cared for was no longer in my life........WTF.......How am I going to survive now......Who will tell me am childish stupid but yet his cute baby.....*I know am not cute but when ever she said I am cute I loved it* I am not one of those who will believe what others say but I believed each and every word she used to say........and.......If It was to end like this.......then man I wont ever believe any one......
What will I do now whom will I talk to now........who will listen to my stupid singing and who in this world will care for a stupid moron like me......like always now I will be left alone.......Just like the way I used to be before when I didn't had her.........
Who was I when she was not with me......I was noone......Did any body ever cared to know Who Vipin is? No one did......except my few friends who knew I am something and who actually loved me the way i was......But do I have any one right now other than her ? Well I guess I lost each and every person from my life in the process of loving her more and more.......In the process of spending more and more time with her...I just ignored every one......and......Why the hell will any one of them will be with me now......when I was not there with them when they needed me....?
Boy.....I was so selfish...When did I turned into this little devil......Why Why why?
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