Saturday, May 15, 2010

2nd November 2009

The day it all Ended.........All the meetings, all the love, all the care that she had has way too soon......First thing that came in mind was "If it was suppose to end like this then why it started and If it is ending like this and it started it should have taught me something but what is that something'.

God....Few things are more confusing then they seem to be......Well our class got over and I left for home......Riding my Bike......for the first time in 3 months I was driving fast very fast......Only person I cared for was no longer in my life........WTF.......How am I going to survive now......Who will tell me am childish stupid but yet his cute baby.....*I know am not cute but when ever she said I am cute I loved it* I am not one of those who will believe what others say but I believed each and every word she used to say........and.......If It was to end like this.......then man I wont ever believe any one......

What will I do now whom will I talk to now........who will listen to my stupid singing and who in this world will care for a stupid moron like me......like always now I will be left alone.......Just like the way I used to be before when I didn't had her.........


Who was I when she was not with me......I was noone......Did any body ever cared to know Who Vipin is? No one did......except my few friends who knew I am something and who actually loved me the way i was......But do I have any one right now other than her ? Well I guess I lost each and every person from my life in the process of loving her more and more.......In the process of spending more and more time with her...I just ignored every one......and......Why the hell will any one of them will be with me now......when I was not there with them when they needed me....?


Boy.....I was so selfish...When did I turned into this little devil......Why Why why?

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